Betraying Light

I jump the highest mountains, I crave for the extreme
From darken depths of subsistence, a labourious controlled scream
I welcome you to my world, I'll take you on a ride
There is no reason for me, to hold you back my pride
Ripping the shining stars, I live for the abundant presence
Regaining my corrupt sanity, lost in betrayed existance

I am the trees of the distant field
I am what I have revealed

But then I leave my throne
Take my sword and crown
Like darkest hordes of dust
I give into my lust
A sudden change of tide
My mind will slowly sublide

The deepest place in my heart
Will make hell seem celestial in comparison

Stuck in this emotional human state of mind
You thaught me nothing, but made me blind
My scars go deep, my past is no lie
In the beginning no feelings, I could not cry
The touch of 'freedom', the rotten smell
My heart was in bloom, but you couldn't tell

You are here beside me, your eyes as cold as snow
You've lost that spark and love, your enchanting little glow

I leave for the shores where I once was light
To forever be like the darkest night
Collecting fragments of scattered dreams
I sail away from the earthly schemes
Filled with a scent of human relief
As you lay under my boat, tied beneath

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Saturday, April 04, 2009

Seeds of Love

In bright lights of true clarity, her steps is set before her
And floating rivers of shadows, will soon be blown away
Her lips like wildest berries, her tounge a living proof
That perfect sweetness still exists, and women are a need

So take me to your temple, make me all complete
We need no longer be afraid, to show the world this heat

The forest echoes out my name, In gardens I am walking
Desperation has been blown away, I live my life at last
And so I leave my past behind, to promise you my full
I kiss you gentle, give you love, so I can see you smile

Promise me another day, never go away
I'll wait for you if that's how it is, this time we'll swim in bliss

Your garment tells of dreams and hope, and I would be a fool
To misintepret your ideas, and to overlook your glance
Best as I can move my feets, a sunny dawn arise
Slips into my tranquil hands, you feel the same as us

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Sunday, August 02, 2009

Parasitism

With a fast engulfing nocturnal, I took the halo from my head
Bent in the wrong directions, when my sanity numbingly fled
As the rivers of shaking andromeda invaded, I kept a silent scream
To resurrect this promise, to disarm a falling dream

I run the distant fields, a mantle to cover my ears
Stuck in a whispering void, as you climb beside my fears
Taking the hand of the newly attended, a lacuna between my eyes
With helpless laments I bend to the will, release my distortive lies

Amid the thorns I sell my pride, a nuclear waste at best
Bio fitness thaught to the mass, parasitism you hide
I fall, I stumble, I crave, I hunger, I leave my past behind
So take me to your comfort zone, since my eyes are forever blind.

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Pseudo

In silent dorms it hides
On distant thoughts it divides
Like a malignant pulse through the night
The level of my fear is alight
Dives into your soaking sheets
Flesh and magma sorely meets

Mares are gruesome, cries are in vain
Why are you here? There is nothing to gain
Me? I'm nobody, but who are you?
Mineral glitter, fake, but true

Cast into vulturous storms, I see
Prosperous cities, ceased to be
How can you say it with such a glee?
The mark on my chest is a guarantee
Immensely strokes of a dull transaction
Leaves me longing for my sweet reflection
That's when I get it, I figure it out
The sorrow and pain that life is about

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Monday, June 15, 2009

Lucid

First I was nothing, just another weak seed
Went about alone, ignored my distant need
Just a single light, drifted on my own
Never knew what I, later would become
A black and ripping future, of dark I became afraid
Cried for months and years, the final brick was laid
Another year went by, took away all I feared
My newly shell was luminous, my new thoughts so severe

I kept myself in the open, I kept the dices in my hand
This was the new beginning, this was my neverland
My mind got all so greedy, my lust it topped the glass
I swept the floor with pieces, of my inconsistent mess
Craved for all the small bangs, I recieved a grand explosion
Twisted and twurled reality, lost focus on my devotion
Then another dawn came, and it laid my mind at ease
Once again I made up, for the mistakes that stole my peace

And so I worked for a better innovision
Lost some f(r) iends but it was all my decision
I came, I saw, I conquered my past
The light in the tunnel was visiable at last
The change was so big that they all lost bliss
My love said goodnight, and recieved her last kiss
And so I was nothing, just another weak seed
As I walked alone with a wound to bleed

I met some new binders, I heard their voice
They said I'll forget, that I had a choice
And showed me a spark, a small-narrowed path
That I would arise and leave this gap
I lost my sense, they took it away
I'll never forgive that the light made me stay
A better beginning, a newborn hope
A bigger picture, you throwed me the rope.

'Two roads to choose, both have a sky so blue.
I think I'll choose the one, that begins with me and you.'

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Monday, May 18, 2009

The Game Of Love

If you could see into my heart
I know that you would find
That fire still inside of me
Burning ever bright

It amazes me how someone
can make me feel this way
I love you more and more
with each passing day

I don't know whether I should stay
And waste another day
I do know, though, that all this pain,
will soon drive me insane

The happiness you bring to me
Is more then you could ever see
Wishing that I had your love
Instead of being held above

With a hug you could cure my sadness
With a kiss you could stop this madness
With a warm stare you could help me forget
I want you my dear as my dove, as my pet

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Amid The Thorns

Lost for years, I walked the same ground
An entity shrouded in mystery
Cared for no one else but me,
With black eyes it's hard to see
Tired of lies that became my friend,
Felt their dark intent
A rumor so bad it rips my spine,
Oh heal me Lord divine

A weak and devised distant light, will guide me through the night
And though I've lost my sense and might
I still can see what's right
A pillar of justice, crushed my bones
And filled my thoughts with ice
An evil grin upon my face, tells of my demise

In my hive I start to glean, the puzzles to my spleene
A throne of thorns I sit upon, starts to feel serene
My darkness lifts, my shadow falls
I lift my heavy burden
Cast into a sea of coercion,
I begin my final insertion
My heart was burned and filled with gravel
I feel the sun is bright
Regret is lost, I live again
I love, you showed me the light

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Lost Childhood

The silent tear of a broken mind
A long lost trust, once so mild
A change of tide, a master of lies
The old benevolent child dies

A twisted romance, based on lust
Made her feel like a pile of dust
Took her away from the joys of life
Turned her around and placed the knife

In her world the night has no breath
The bittersweet longing for a premature death
Her mind wanders, she closes her eyes
Thinks about her predator's awful demise

Always trying, accused of lying
Never denying, always crying
Full of hate, his head on a plate
It is to await, the monster's fate

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Thursday, February 05, 2009

Against The Agony

I see the morning, the dawn of a day
A sun so red will guide me away
A ray of light that makes me delay
A fear of life that I display

Ready to embark on a spiritual journey
Back to the beginning, knowledge and learning
Over the time I lost my friends
I pushed them aside, they were all pretends

Lost in myself, I crawl the ground
The savage bitterness, is all around
I will drown, as a piece in your game
It won't come off, this dark red stain

The weight of silence pushes me down
I've lost my spark, dreamed of renown
A grand illusion born to deceive
I fell to the ground with nothing to achieve

Dark intentions slowly occurred
Trusted the living, I took their word
An open wound that never bleed
That is how I define their greed

I turn to the morning, the dawn of a day
A sun so red has something to say
A ray of light makes me stay
A fear of life in every way

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Monday, November 24, 2008

A Body Of Black

A cold cry for help, echoes the halls of coexistence
Alone he wanders in the grave land, with resistance
Filled with guilt and a broken affection
A body of black that carries no reflection
The loneliness comes to a cease
A one way ride to inner peace

A timeless void and dust filled tears
Populated with all his fears
He rises again to meet the new day
With his silence he begins to pray
The old is gone, the new has begun
Throws his wings on the blazing sun

His confidence better than ever before
He scratches the surface, and leaves for the shore
There, in the presence of his long lost spark
He boards the abyss, the transparent ark
Heads for oblivion, chaos and might
Forgot who he once was, and disappears from sight

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008