Lucid

First I was nothing, just another weak seed
Went about alone, ignored my distant need
Just a single light, drifted on my own
Never knew what I, later would become
A black and ripping future, of dark I became afraid
Cried for months and years, the final brick was laid
Another year went by, took away all I feared
My newly shell was luminous, my new thoughts so severe

I kept myself in the open, I kept the dices in my hand
This was the new beginning, this was my neverland
My mind got all so greedy, my lust it topped the glass
I swept the floor with pieces, of my inconsistent mess
Craved for all the small bangs, I recieved a grand explosion
Twisted and twurled reality, lost focus on my devotion
Then another dawn came, and it laid my mind at ease
Once again I made up, for the mistakes that stole my peace

And so I worked for a better innovision
Lost some f(r) iends but it was all my decision
I came, I saw, I conquered my past
The light in the tunnel was visiable at last
The change was so big that they all lost bliss
My love said goodnight, and recieved her last kiss
And so I was nothing, just another weak seed
As I walked alone with a wound to bleed

I met some new binders, I heard their voice
They said I'll forget, that I had a choice
And showed me a spark, a small-narrowed path
That I would arise and leave this gap
I lost my sense, they took it away
I'll never forgive that the light made me stay
A better beginning, a newborn hope
A bigger picture, you throwed me the rope.

'Two roads to choose, both have a sky so blue.
I think I'll choose the one, that begins with me and you.'

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Monday, May 18, 2009

The Game Of Love

If you could see into my heart
I know that you would find
That fire still inside of me
Burning ever bright

It amazes me how someone
can make me feel this way
I love you more and more
with each passing day

I don't know whether I should stay
And waste another day
I do know, though, that all this pain,
will soon drive me insane

The happiness you bring to me
Is more then you could ever see
Wishing that I had your love
Instead of being held above

With a hug you could cure my sadness
With a kiss you could stop this madness
With a warm stare you could help me forget
I want you my dear as my dove, as my pet

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Amid The Thorns

Lost for years, I walked the same ground
An entity shrouded in mystery
Cared for no one else but me,
With black eyes it's hard to see
Tired of lies that became my friend,
Felt their dark intent
A rumor so bad it rips my spine,
Oh heal me Lord divine

A weak and devised distant light, will guide me through the night
And though I've lost my sense and might
I still can see what's right
A pillar of justice, crushed my bones
And filled my thoughts with ice
An evil grin upon my face, tells of my demise

In my hive I start to glean, the puzzles to my spleene
A throne of thorns I sit upon, starts to feel serene
My darkness lifts, my shadow falls
I lift my heavy burden
Cast into a sea of coercion,
I begin my final insertion
My heart was burned and filled with gravel
I feel the sun is bright
Regret is lost, I live again
I love, you showed me the light

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Lost Childhood

The silent tear of a broken mind
A long lost trust, once so mild
A change of tide, a master of lies
The old benevolent child dies

A twisted romance, based on lust
Made her feel like a pile of dust
Took her away from the joys of life
Turned her around and placed the knife

In her world the night has no breath
The bittersweet longing for a premature death
Her mind wanders, she closes her eyes
Thinks about her predator's awful demise

Always trying, accused of lying
Never denying, always crying
Full of hate, his head on a plate
It is to await, the monster's fate

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Thursday, February 05, 2009