Solitary

One word that runs through the back of my head
(Solitary)
It feels like I’m dead
Always waiting for the better part
Not knowing if she’ll ever open my heart

Drifting further away from you
(Solitary)
You feel it too?
Never able to prove my best
A vacuum-filled journey through the ultimate test

And as I change my ways
I tend to set things ablaze

Pierce me and open my heart you’ll find
A better person in a new state of mind
(Solitary)
It feels like a curse
Give me the answer to a life in reverse

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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Souls Apart

A twisted mind, a total failure
Useless, incompetent, dishonored invader
Can't get enough of tragic feelings
All that I was has lost it's meanings

My Lord, Creator, Light and Ease
I wan't my sanity, I'm on my knees

A fool I have been, an optimist I was
Ignored reality, lost to it's cause
Now I must suffer, now I am gone
A fading liar who wakes up alone

Wanted love but could not see
Thought I was unbreakable, but this is killing me

But who am I to fool, who am I to blame?
Been through this before, yes it's always the same
For am I dark, and have I no heart?
Oblivious to the past, are we souls apart?

The clock is ticking, my life reverts
I'll choose my ending, although it hurts

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

The Long Road To Nothingness

A path to crawl was carved out for me
Against my will I was chosen to be
Someone vague, a shrouded mystery
Like a fading ideal, lost in history
I tried to dissolve this mess
Lost my focus on times of success

A bottle in my hand and a pen in the other
Some lines of comfort I start to discover
But the ink on my paper begins to blur
Cause the tears in my eyes starts to occur
I say there is no freedom left
Higher powers, the perfect theft

What will I do, should I yield to this plot?
Accept my fate and take this shot?
To forever be, alone in this world
Even if though, the fear takes hold?
I tried to dissolve this mess
All I have, is times of distress

So many questions I feel there's no answer
Radiation within, an un-earthly cancer
O how I envy the birds of the sky
When downfall hits, I could just fly
To you, my dear, I miss you so
O why did you ever have to go?

This feeling can never dissolve, the clouds is such a weight
I give my life to the one, who sets my heart straight...

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Thursday, April 23, 2009